Scripta Vita

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She told me that she knew everything you had told me,

I told her, “You know nothing. You don’t know the way he rubs his nose when he’s nervous,

or his lips’ turning pale when he fakes a smile,

or the slight tremble in his voice when he hides his fear,

or his cold laughter when someone told him an awkward joke,

the smile lines that was not there before,

the tangles in his hair, the small cuts on his lips,

the way his eyelashes drop across his face,

or the way he squinted when sunlight invades his pupils,

And many, many other things of him that he himself doesn’t know,

but only I know. Yet You know nothing.”

mnemophobia pt. 2

“…And I wake up in the morning to the sound of reverie, but at night, all I can sense is despair. As if everything was tainted by your scent. I always tell myself, ‘This is a new day.’ But all my days… All my life becomes yours, and I do not know what to do, because I want to stop. I want to quit. But quitting you is not easy as quitting drugs.”

mnemophobia

“That moment when your picture has turned sepia, and yet I can hear your colourful laughter in my mind. How I wish I could just burn the scraps of your presence, or shred them to dusts. But you are abstract, and my reality does not expire at the same time as yours.”

I Want to Draw

I want to draw a fish on my feet, then step into a bubbly sea to set it free.

I want to draw a heart on my chest, so when mine breaks, I’d still have a spare.

I want to draw the stars on the ceiling, so I don’t have to look for them outside.

I want to draw fireflies on the wall, to guide you home at night.

I want to draw flowers on the floor, and let them grow under your toes.

I want to draw birds on the window, then open it so they will sing.

I want to draw a smile on your face, and I hope you wouldn’t mind.